I promised myself I'll never fall in love
Whenever I fall in love I feel renewed and happy
But like a drug
Once everything finishes
I'm crying, depressed and the wreckage of my heart
I always end up feeling worse
I want to find someone that is special
But I'm afraid to suffer again
I'm afraid of losing another person
Do not want to suffer
Do not make me suffer, do not lie to me
Do not hurt me, no more
I will not hold on to people who only sink me
I'll be free and live with have left
A cold and lonely spirit.
Gentle rain pattering outside,
steaks of water
trickling down the pane of glass.
Listen.
The shrill squeak
as her hand slowly slid
down the window.
Wishing she could just
claw her way into the open.
To be free.
Released from the
sorrows of her heart.
Tears spilling, the droplets
splashing onto the cold tile floor.
Darkness in the sky-
showing its anger
a rumbling beast
flashes of blinding light
rain is like-
heaven bleeding.
And healing a torn wound,
a blurred silhouette.
Beautiful, shining, amidst the darkness.
Overwhelming pain.
And she began to cry in earnest.
Pouring out her misery.
A pitiful sound, still sorro
she cannot hear the music, only see it
and her body sways in waves,riding
the crest of the movement,
she can feel the music in the rhythm
of other people's bodies, jostling and turning,
spinning and swirling, glimmering and burning,
she can read the movement,
tell what the music she cannot hear means
just by the language
of two dozen bodies rocking themselves
into an orchestra of movement.
she cannot hear the music, but
she can feel it, in the way
her body twirls, the way her supple limbs
chase trails of sound that are beyond her grasp,
in the beat of her heart echoing in her ribcage
and her feet, moving to something beyond her
a voice that s
Broken, shattered, torn into pieces
Caught in a world where everyday life ceases
Depression, cutting, bleeding my heart
Everything I loved is all falling apart
Everyday life feels more like a chore
There's not a whole lot I can do anymore
I don't expect you to understand the pain
although, if you did, I wouldn't have to explain
One cannot say "no pain no gain"
For emotional pain is hard to maintain
It cuts deeper than the deepest cut
Imagine a wound that would never shut
You bleed and bleed but you put on a smile
thinking if you do, the pain would go away for a while
But at night is when it all comes back
everything you trie
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